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I dont know what to think. I love my babe so much it is killing me. All I wanted to do today was spend sometimes together. I spent like 9 hours with him yesterday, and then talked to him on the internet for 2 more hours. I let him go and spend time with his friend today before school starting, but it tore me up all day to think of him. I wanted to see him, kiss him, and have him hold me, spend one last day together before school. Im so scared about this year. Can we handle it? will our relationship with stand? I even though, when I got off the phone before 2 this afternoon, maybe he'll be home before 8 and we can go on a walk a lil while after he calls me. He calls me at 8:45, I ask him if he just got home, No he got home an hour ago. 7:45. We could have been on a walk, just for a half hour or forty five minutes, if his mom wanted him inside. We have been talkin bout renting Gothika and watching it together. So what do they do today? Him and Donald rent Gothika. That hurt me so much. He knew I wanted to watch it together. Then we talked for less then 20 because he mom wanted him in bed by 9, or at least laying down. And he actually did. Hes not even on here right not to talk to him a little bit. And what hurts the most about all of this is that hes not really a bad person or a bad boyfriend, its just that I love him so much, it hurts me to share. It hurts me to not be with him. Without him I am very much unhappy. I miss my babe.