I admit it's in my head, and I regret offering.
Finally meeting kenny after going to every starting line show made my week, not gonna lie. And him showing up to eat with us, not so bad either.. I'm so 14 :)
Anyways I was looking forward to getting wasted off my ass after the show, and then I got there, and I was soooo tired I just passed out in steph's bed. (MEGN I'm sorry I didn't call! I was exhausted!) I had to open the salon today for the first time, and I freaked out cuz I couldn't get the alarm to go off. I thought the cops were coming for sure. Imsosickofthatplace. Lets not talk about it.
Lets talk about how the first time I see Alex in over a week, he has a hickie on his neck. I never once gave that kid a hickie in the 2 years we made out.. She must be a fucking leach. Gross. So trashy. It hurt a lot to have to see that, still not over it. But I managed to pretend to be happy for part of the night anyways. I need to get away from him, but I can't, I need to, he's killing me. Part of me wants to move with emily.. but that's not saying I'm even thinking about plans.. just a little tiny thought in the back of my head. Just like a little tiny part of me misses someone there that I'd do anything to be closer to.
Anyways I was looking forward to getting wasted off my ass after the show, and then I got there, and I was soooo tired I just passed out in steph's bed. (MEGN I'm sorry I didn't call! I was exhausted!) I had to open the salon today for the first time, and I freaked out cuz I couldn't get the alarm to go off. I thought the cops were coming for sure. Imsosickofthatplace. Lets not talk about it.
Lets talk about how the first time I see Alex in over a week, he has a hickie on his neck. I never once gave that kid a hickie in the 2 years we made out.. She must be a fucking leach. Gross. So trashy. It hurt a lot to have to see that, still not over it. But I managed to pretend to be happy for part of the night anyways. I need to get away from him, but I can't, I need to, he's killing me. Part of me wants to move with emily.. but that's not saying I'm even thinking about plans.. just a little tiny thought in the back of my head. Just like a little tiny part of me misses someone there that I'd do anything to be closer to.