Sep 25, 2007 05:16
Tomorrow will be my 10th and 11th interviews. Yep, that many interviews and I still haven't gotten a job. I'm so frustrated.. I was suppost to have the one in golden valley when I moved up here.. But it "fell through." I don't know what to do anymore. Every job I go to wants more experience.. But how am I suppost to ever have experience if I can't get hired. I'm trying so hard here.. I go to interviews almost everyday. Its pathetic. Looks like I might have to settle for a low paying job, tomorrows my last stab at this. Then I'm going to resort to starbucks or something. Anyone have any jobs for me?
I love how Alex and I break up like every 3 days, no one will ever understand it, but we do, so I don't bother explaining anymore. Its just hard for us to decide what exactly we want of this RIGHT now.. You know.. Like we're both in such different places in our lives. My thoughts right now though,, are I fear we may be slowly falling into the "just friends zone." We had the most amazing weekend together, but it was totally all friends stuff.. So I dunnnno.. If that happends it happends, its so much better than hating eachother.
I gotta wake up early. I'm so sick of interviews, wow. "What are your strengths" "weaknesses?" blah blah blah