hello LJ. remember me?

Oct 16, 2006 00:39

dear LJ,
(or so it would seem)
i am so sorry for abandoning you of late. however, recently, i have not wanted my thoughts on the internet, because they are new to me. there is a first time for everything, right? so you can forgive me that i feel i grew out of you LJ? for washing my converses so that all the writing came off? for listening to country music?
(i just don't think i'll ever get over you)
i just want to be happy. i want to control my own happiness. i do not like this business of it being determined by this one other person who is a stranger to my thoughts, but sees them all anyway.
(you make me feel ridiculous inadequate)
i wish, dear LJ, i could assure you that i would be more attenative to you. but i'm afraid i won't. but i promise i still love you, and will not delete you because of all the fabulous memories preserved in your website-tasticness.
(it's too late to shut you out)
don't think of it as goodbye. think of it as, say, releasing your little ducklings into the big pond of real life.
(ok, now you've driven me to insanity)
you're always in my heart. ok? ok.
(unfortunately, so are you)
we're in this together.
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