frengers
I was listening to a mix an old friend made me a long time ago, and the last song was a song by Mew, called Comforting Clouds, I think. It reminded me of livejournal, because I listened to this mix a lot when I used to write on livejournal a lot. That was in high school.
I feel myself getting more easily irritated by people. I don't think I used to get upset so easily, or so often. I just wish people would relax and chill out. I don't like tension, in the body or in the brain, and I can't handle tension at all, nor do I want to handle it.
I think my friends are slowly drifting towards one another and will eventually turn into one big glob of friends. I don't like it. It was nice to be able to talk to someone completely outside your usual circle. I'm losing my connections to the outside, and I'm desperately trying to recreate it.
On a different note, I don't know why the letters stopped. It meant as much to me as any friend meant to me, and it was a friend I enjoyed having, and I tried really hard to keep it like I try to keep my friends. There wasn't much more to it. Maybe you got freaked out or something. I guess it lacked reciprocity. That makes me a little sad.
I feel myself getting more easily irritated by people. I don't think I used to get upset so easily, or so often. I just wish people would relax and chill out. I don't like tension, in the body or in the brain, and I can't handle tension at all, nor do I want to handle it.
I think my friends are slowly drifting towards one another and will eventually turn into one big glob of friends. I don't like it. It was nice to be able to talk to someone completely outside your usual circle. I'm losing my connections to the outside, and I'm desperately trying to recreate it.
On a different note, I don't know why the letters stopped. It meant as much to me as any friend meant to me, and it was a friend I enjoyed having, and I tried really hard to keep it like I try to keep my friends. There wasn't much more to it. Maybe you got freaked out or something. I guess it lacked reciprocity. That makes me a little sad.