hell hole
what do u do after your family stops beliving in you? do you make it do u accoplish what you wanted to.do u prove them wrong or do u just go with the flow. well im not one to sit around and do nothing. or maybe i am. i tried so hard this semester and i have all passing grades and my mom still finds something wrong with it!!! i dont get she can never be happy for me. and now my grandas here and sometimes its really great and somtimes its not i dont get to scream as much as i want to (hearing aid)arent your grandparents supposed to take ur side no matter what. anyways i decided when my dad gets his appartment im going to live with him . i cant stand it with my mom cause shes always so negative, like she needs to get high or something so she can be happy just for one day! my dad makes me feel like i can accomplish things. and the only time he yells at me is when im with my mom so ya i think we will be fine. im not going to tell my mom i want to move until i know my dad has an appartment and i can rewally leave so im not like mom i leaving adn then be ther for another week. the #1 thing i cant belive my mom said "shimon, you better make a movie cause your going to have to donate a whole wing to get shira into collage". ya sucks doesnt it w/e dont fell bad for me just knwo u have someone in your life who believes in you and if no one does than i do. ya im just kinda writing this to get it off my chest but ya you dont have to listen to my problems. im a failure. so ya peace out.