Aug 27, 2003 19:57
God damnit.
I haven't realized how big of an asshole I am. I lost a wonderful friend. I am planning on appologizing to her once my mind is fully right. So I know I will not say something to make matters worse.
As of right now, I am not with Carmen. We got together last night and talked. I kissed her, she kissed me. She held me, and listened to me. That is what happened.
I have some haters ;x.