don't bleed enough either
Hi. I'm new. I was just reading the post about not bleeding enough to get satisfaction. I just started having that problem. I used to bleed like a stuck pig. Now it doesn't even hurt to cut anymore. What is the point other than self-destruction? If I wear enough scars on the outside will someone notice the scars that cover my insides? If I cut enough will I eventually make all the pain and nothingness stop? Will I ever feel the blade sharply singing against my skin? It used to be like a violin--sweet music to my bleeding soul. Now that has gone silent and I don't know how to get it back.