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So much has happened in the past week, I'm not really sure how to describe it all. First there was that one patrol a week ago when we were all tense and got into a fight. Christ, that was only a week ago? Seems like so much longer than that. Anyway, the entire thing was us being stressed out and misunderstanding each other, well at least with Kim and I. We got switched to a different patrol team and that was all worked out. Our new team was cool, Rixte was cute with her bells and Maddy and Xander were cool. So that all worked out.
But then on Sunday night, we got attacked by a lot of demons. I know Maddy and Xander seemed uneasy about the park. Hell, it was downright tense. So i tried to lighten the mood a bit and it worked. Then suddenly we got attacked. Demons were everywhere. And one, one managed to stab Kim in the side. God, watching the sword go into her, it seemed to go forever. I freaked, I culdn't believe it. Maddy gave me a sword and told me to just swing and kill the demons while Rixte got Kim out of there. I kept doing that, repeating the same motions over and over again. Thats all I could really think to do. Tell myself that she would be alright and keep killing. And while this was happening, we heard an explosion come from the direction of the army base, something bad was happening there and Maddy couldn't get a response from Jack.
After the demons retreated, Xander and I went to the hospital to meet up with Kim while Maddy went to the base to see what was happening. She was already in surgery. A bunch of the other people from the patrol groups were there, we weren't the only ones that got ambushed. Then the hospital, it got attacked. By vampires. Vampires out to pick off the weak for food. All of us fought them off the best we could. Patients and doctors died, but we manage to kill the vampires off. Though never in all my life, would I ever thought that I would have to fight off monsters from killing people in the hospital. I know, its kinda silly to assume that they wouldn't attack that place. Or maybe its just too horrible to think that they would. I'm not really sure.
When we managed to kill all the vampires, I collasped into a chair because I was drained. Everything was a mess, all of this shouldn't of happened. Though then I realized that the sword that Maddy gave me was the same one that stabbed Kim, and it still had her blood on it. I was using a weapon that was covered in my best friend's blood. When that hit me I ran to the nearest bathroom and ended up throwing up it made me that sick.
We were sent to live at the high school after that night. To guard the hellmouth, and to all be together. The wounded was brought here as well, including Kim. The first day all I did was sit near Kim's bed, waiting for her to wake up. She did wake up thank god, and she was already ready to get out of bed. Yeah, it was nice to see that a stab wound didn't effect her at all other than the wound itself. Since then, I've been trying my best to help people out. Help make the place more fortified, do whatever. Just keeping myself busy so I don't have a chance to think about things, since the last time I stopped to think it didn't end well. That, and I've been praying a lot. Hoping that maybe God will hear me or anyone else praying and make this stop. Long shot I know, but its worth a shot.
And now Ashmore's camp is right outside the high school. Its making everyone uneasy, including myself. To see the enemy right outside, waiting for him to make his move. Part of me wishes he would just attack and get it over with. The other part of me? Trying to think of ways to help out prepare us for the attack, and hoping we get as much time as possible to do so.
Though heh, I did hear that Sean got shot in the ass. If it wasn't for everything going on? I'd probably be laughing from the irony of it all. Maybe later when everything is said and done I can look back on it and laugh. Maybe.
But then on Sunday night, we got attacked by a lot of demons. I know Maddy and Xander seemed uneasy about the park. Hell, it was downright tense. So i tried to lighten the mood a bit and it worked. Then suddenly we got attacked. Demons were everywhere. And one, one managed to stab Kim in the side. God, watching the sword go into her, it seemed to go forever. I freaked, I culdn't believe it. Maddy gave me a sword and told me to just swing and kill the demons while Rixte got Kim out of there. I kept doing that, repeating the same motions over and over again. Thats all I could really think to do. Tell myself that she would be alright and keep killing. And while this was happening, we heard an explosion come from the direction of the army base, something bad was happening there and Maddy couldn't get a response from Jack.
After the demons retreated, Xander and I went to the hospital to meet up with Kim while Maddy went to the base to see what was happening. She was already in surgery. A bunch of the other people from the patrol groups were there, we weren't the only ones that got ambushed. Then the hospital, it got attacked. By vampires. Vampires out to pick off the weak for food. All of us fought them off the best we could. Patients and doctors died, but we manage to kill the vampires off. Though never in all my life, would I ever thought that I would have to fight off monsters from killing people in the hospital. I know, its kinda silly to assume that they wouldn't attack that place. Or maybe its just too horrible to think that they would. I'm not really sure.
When we managed to kill all the vampires, I collasped into a chair because I was drained. Everything was a mess, all of this shouldn't of happened. Though then I realized that the sword that Maddy gave me was the same one that stabbed Kim, and it still had her blood on it. I was using a weapon that was covered in my best friend's blood. When that hit me I ran to the nearest bathroom and ended up throwing up it made me that sick.
We were sent to live at the high school after that night. To guard the hellmouth, and to all be together. The wounded was brought here as well, including Kim. The first day all I did was sit near Kim's bed, waiting for her to wake up. She did wake up thank god, and she was already ready to get out of bed. Yeah, it was nice to see that a stab wound didn't effect her at all other than the wound itself. Since then, I've been trying my best to help people out. Help make the place more fortified, do whatever. Just keeping myself busy so I don't have a chance to think about things, since the last time I stopped to think it didn't end well. That, and I've been praying a lot. Hoping that maybe God will hear me or anyone else praying and make this stop. Long shot I know, but its worth a shot.
And now Ashmore's camp is right outside the high school. Its making everyone uneasy, including myself. To see the enemy right outside, waiting for him to make his move. Part of me wishes he would just attack and get it over with. The other part of me? Trying to think of ways to help out prepare us for the attack, and hoping we get as much time as possible to do so.
Though heh, I did hear that Sean got shot in the ass. If it wasn't for everything going on? I'd probably be laughing from the irony of it all. Maybe later when everything is said and done I can look back on it and laugh. Maybe.