i am getting better at taking naps. i used to never be able to take naps, but i've taken two or three this summer. i always feel really happy when i wake up from them. yesterday i had a nap dream that i was smoking a cigar in one of those big leather office chears. and i blew smoke rings &
put my feet up on the table and IT WAS GREAT.
today i woke up at 1 to a phone call from miss darian. soon after, i accompanied her and tamara to busch gardens. met up with gary. visited bobby (he works there now). i wore my hair straight (my hair can't get wet when it's straight or it curls up realllll bad) and IT RAINED!!!!!! so i had to put it up in a little ball on the top of my head & wear gary's hat. tammy had to go to work, so we sat up in shacklefords (where she works) and ate nachoes and drew pictures. went to target, then ethan's. turns out he's like the best at freestyling. he freestyled for like 10 minutes straight!!!!! it was CRAAAAAAZY. i had challenged him to a battle, but i had to back down after he showed me his skillz. they had a beat machine & shit. ahjajgahsgdasa.ahaha. they played music and i clapped. ethan came out with a man-thong on (he's into giving lapdances, but luckily he didn't try anything when he had the thong on) & then he and gary wrestled for like 234273 hours. i was on the computer there and i tried to go to my myspace profile but it said something about INVALID USER ID BLAHBLAHBLAH and i got really scared that they deleted me. i don't know why because myspace is really lame & dissapointing lately. i came home and it was still there.
i'd never hung out with (or really even had a real conversation with) gary or ethan, but they're pretty cool kids. i'll post pictures in a hot minute because i got TONS. mostly of them wrestling, but that's okay. or maybe i won't post pictures. i don't know. well, okay. i'm not going to.
this summer's actually been kind of fun.
i'm leaving for a week to go to myrtle beach this friday.
there's this festival thing next weekend at the campgrounds (friday, saturday & sunday) called "cock stock" & people keep saying things like "BANDS THAT YOU WOULD LIKE ARE PLAYING...INDIE BANDS" and asking me if i'm going and trying to persuade me to go/not go. i think i might go on sunday. the only local band i actually like (THE SILENT PRESS) is playing on friday, but i'll still be in myrtle beach on friday i think. sucks.

IS A PICTURE OF ME & I ENDED UP PAYING LESS THAN $10 WITH SHIPPING FOR THAT SHIRT BUT IT TOOK FOREVER TO GET HERE. AND I BASICALLY TOOK IT FOR NICK, BUT I FIGURED I COULD POST IT ON HERE BECAUSE I KIND OF LIKE IT AND I DON'T THINK HE'LL MIND MUCH.
i have a headache!!!!! i'm going to go take some headache pillz & sit around and wait for nick to call me. askdbasbdasmn!~LNM!HVbsf nsds
another thing-
I WATCH THE REAL WORLD EVERY TUESDAY NIGHT AND I'M NOT ASHAMED OF IT.