upping the dosage.
hii. today we are doubling my dose of northisterone. and I get sudafed in a pill now which is better because the liquid is vile. and magnesium liquid is vile. I don't mind the lactulose though; it tastes a bit like calpol.
I have 0.2 neutrophils today, and 1.1 white cells. this is wicked, by the way. when my neutrophils are at 0.5ish and above then I get to go home for a couple of days. and then come back for more chemo, funfunfun.
I woke up every two hours last night. literally. every two hours, on the hour. god knows why, I think my body hates me. plus it doesn't help that there's a nurse in here at two and six am, taking my blood pressure and temperature and blood. it's not fair.
I have nothing else to say at the moment, because nothing exciting is happening.
my mama is now off to town to get my lunch, and I am going to go and get weighed. I always have to convert it to know what it means, 'cause I don't know metric.
You'll find it hiding in shadows
You'll find it hiding in cupboards
It will walk you home safe every night
It will help you remember
If that's the way it is
Then that's the way it is
I still feel you and the taste of cigarettes
What could I ever run to
Just tell me it's tearing you apart
Just tell me you cannot sleep
If that's the way it is
Then that's the way it is
And you didn't even notice
When the sky turned blue
And you couldn't tell the difference
Between me and you
And I nearly didn't notice
The gentlest feeling
You are the bluest light
I have 0.2 neutrophils today, and 1.1 white cells. this is wicked, by the way. when my neutrophils are at 0.5ish and above then I get to go home for a couple of days. and then come back for more chemo, funfunfun.
I woke up every two hours last night. literally. every two hours, on the hour. god knows why, I think my body hates me. plus it doesn't help that there's a nurse in here at two and six am, taking my blood pressure and temperature and blood. it's not fair.
I have nothing else to say at the moment, because nothing exciting is happening.
my mama is now off to town to get my lunch, and I am going to go and get weighed. I always have to convert it to know what it means, 'cause I don't know metric.
You'll find it hiding in shadows
You'll find it hiding in cupboards
It will walk you home safe every night
It will help you remember
If that's the way it is
Then that's the way it is
I still feel you and the taste of cigarettes
What could I ever run to
Just tell me it's tearing you apart
Just tell me you cannot sleep
If that's the way it is
Then that's the way it is
And you didn't even notice
When the sky turned blue
And you couldn't tell the difference
Between me and you
And I nearly didn't notice
The gentlest feeling
You are the bluest light