GRR
I had such a horrible fucking time yesterday. It was my little cousin Trevors birthday. He turned 3. There was a family party for him, on a saturday NIGHT at 6:30PM wtf. I was miserable. By the time we pulled up and parked my dad got out of his car while brent and I got out of ours "Fuck! I forgot to pick up Chuck, Amanda would you mind getting him?" Ah. I love chuck, so what the hell.. I left and went to go get him. Hell, he only lives 5 blocks away. When I came back to the house Brent was sitting on the coutch and I didn't want to go in there because there was a little room for me, but I didn't feel like walking in front of my family. I just get so paranoid... meh.. So I sat by the door to my cousins room. I felt so fucking lonely. Everyone started eating.. I figured while they are up getting tacos I can make my way to the coutch .... I was wrong... When I was getting chuck everyone already was getting food.. Some of the little kids who was outside and haven't ate yet.. Was getting there food. :X I was pissed. I still sat in the corner. Trevy wanted me to watch him play the cat in the hat, but hell half the time he was hiding behind the fridge shitting his pants. :XX
I stood up by the door for an HOUR. a hole HOUR. I had to piss, but I STOOD THERE. Texting all my friends, feeling like a lonely dummy. I figured I'd go find Krysi, because I havent saw her in forever or talked to her so I thought I'd go say hey even though she doesnt live at home, I figured I'd knock anyway and the dad answered the door, and he talked my ear off for about 20 minutes.. Then showed me where angie lived. MEH .. I didn't want to go to Angies house.. I just wanted to say hey to krysi. I told him if he saw her tell her I said hi, and hes like NOO follow me, we can go to Angie's and say hi. hah. funny.
Anyway. I need to go to the gym. Brents moms waiting for me..
WHOA. I haven't wrote in a longgggg time.
I stood up by the door for an HOUR. a hole HOUR. I had to piss, but I STOOD THERE. Texting all my friends, feeling like a lonely dummy. I figured I'd go find Krysi, because I havent saw her in forever or talked to her so I thought I'd go say hey even though she doesnt live at home, I figured I'd knock anyway and the dad answered the door, and he talked my ear off for about 20 minutes.. Then showed me where angie lived. MEH .. I didn't want to go to Angies house.. I just wanted to say hey to krysi. I told him if he saw her tell her I said hi, and hes like NOO follow me, we can go to Angie's and say hi. hah. funny.
Anyway. I need to go to the gym. Brents moms waiting for me..
WHOA. I haven't wrote in a longgggg time.