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no one will understand this.
i just needed to get this off my chest.
sometimes i don't understand people
you were both being so ridiculous on wednesday night.
but one, i love you, and two, you're lucky im a push over.
im so mixed up in emotions, i can't stop thinking about you.
and i have a serious case of the 'what if's?'
i hate that
and you're such a slut
but i'm fixated on you.
then on the other hand,
YOU are so intelligent, and mature when it's just you and me.
but saturday night you were acting weird
probaly because i have never seen you drunk.
im still shaken up by you.
and i don't know what to do.