And you were at the start.. and now you are the end..

Oct 18, 2005 13:43

Times change so do we
Lovers become strangers building separate dreams
I've wished on every falling star
And whispered your name
Hoping that you and I would always.. remain

Every waking hour every moment you're not here
Every forgotten promise reminds me
I won't forget your broken wings on that rainy day
I'd rather see you fly again than always remain

Until the joy drops again it won't be long...
Until the joy drops again stay strong remain
Until the joy drops again it won't be long...

I'm sorry. to .. you know who.
but you don't.
because I'm just as surprised as you are.
I'm just as surprised and appalled and ... god, I am so stupid.
How did I not see this coming?
How did I actually think that would be all it would take?
Like that was it, over, done.
When there's no way.

I know that I've lied to you about things.. important things that shouldn't ever be lied about.
But you should know that I would make the most horrible of any lie true if only I could erase what the truth is. [confused? probably]
My point is... the things that I wish weren't lies.. the promises and hopes.. you may think that it was all just words.. and I guess I thought the same for a while.
...
But it's hitting me.. and I realize.. that unfortunately for me.. I meant it all. And I wish to anything, everything.. that it just would not be true because it's breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart and it's all my fault.

Do you hear me?.....
It's all my fault
I get it and I'm sorry.
So you wanted me to have regrets.. well here is one for you.
I regret underestimating my own feelings.
And I regret all the consequences that followed.
Because I get it now.
It's impossible..
impossible
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