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Do you know how hard it is to let go and watch it all fall apart?
School started and we are back in our hell hold for another 10 month til we are free again. atleast we have our friends to get us throught the weeks and months and they years. All of the better, can always overcome the worst.
Meet some new friends, they are awesome people and have nothing to hide, which is awesome because there aren't many people like that anymore. so its pretty nice to meet someone who is totally fine with who they are without trying to chage themself.
Finally I am working again. so The money is coming back and I will no longer br broke, I have to start saving for my bro's b day gift, brittneys and my moms b day gift then I get to start x mas shopping.
I am a wizz at getting into drama withen 2 hours. I have some kinda thing that make people want to start shit with me or to give me a dirty look for no good reason. which is so entertaning when you think about it, i had 2 people look at me all night to see if i was watching them. what morons.
(so I pressed the wrong botton and all that is below was so much meaner so this is the somewhat nicer version, since i deleted it and i forgot and belew of my steam)
I am going to walk away from someone who ment the world to me. But does he care no, he is a stupid boy and I have come to find out that he is not worth my time any longer. He has caused me so much pain in my life over this past year and I am ready to say "the hell with it" and move on in life and move on with myself. For all they pain he has caused me, there has been so many different thought that go about my head thinking that I could have prevented this. In reality, I couldn't have. We both went our sperate ways in life and in school. I went to royal and he went to Santa sue, and thats when things became more odd. He never wanted to talk to me and he was more like a guy than a boy with his best friend, he finally grew up and in that process he discovered that he had a asshole gene in him. So in this whole thing I am saying you blew it. I gave you more than one chance to come to me and fix what had been done but you blew it and I see where you are coming from, I know you talk shit about me and it no longer bothers me, you and all you friend can talk all the shit you want, whatever tickles you fancy. I don't care anymore. In the long run I am the strong person and will always be, no matter what challange I am faced with I will over come it. but you my freidn will have to live with yourself for the rest of you life knowing that you blew it and that you are the most stupid, repluseave imature kid in america so give yourseld a pat on the back and take a bow for breaking you "best freinds heart into peices" , and don;t bother trying to fix the peices cuz they are gone and resting at that. by the way all the damage and tear you caused must have been one big bonus huh?
School started and we are back in our hell hold for another 10 month til we are free again. atleast we have our friends to get us throught the weeks and months and they years. All of the better, can always overcome the worst.
Meet some new friends, they are awesome people and have nothing to hide, which is awesome because there aren't many people like that anymore. so its pretty nice to meet someone who is totally fine with who they are without trying to chage themself.
Finally I am working again. so The money is coming back and I will no longer br broke, I have to start saving for my bro's b day gift, brittneys and my moms b day gift then I get to start x mas shopping.
I am a wizz at getting into drama withen 2 hours. I have some kinda thing that make people want to start shit with me or to give me a dirty look for no good reason. which is so entertaning when you think about it, i had 2 people look at me all night to see if i was watching them. what morons.
(so I pressed the wrong botton and all that is below was so much meaner so this is the somewhat nicer version, since i deleted it and i forgot and belew of my steam)
I am going to walk away from someone who ment the world to me. But does he care no, he is a stupid boy and I have come to find out that he is not worth my time any longer. He has caused me so much pain in my life over this past year and I am ready to say "the hell with it" and move on in life and move on with myself. For all they pain he has caused me, there has been so many different thought that go about my head thinking that I could have prevented this. In reality, I couldn't have. We both went our sperate ways in life and in school. I went to royal and he went to Santa sue, and thats when things became more odd. He never wanted to talk to me and he was more like a guy than a boy with his best friend, he finally grew up and in that process he discovered that he had a asshole gene in him. So in this whole thing I am saying you blew it. I gave you more than one chance to come to me and fix what had been done but you blew it and I see where you are coming from, I know you talk shit about me and it no longer bothers me, you and all you friend can talk all the shit you want, whatever tickles you fancy. I don't care anymore. In the long run I am the strong person and will always be, no matter what challange I am faced with I will over come it. but you my freidn will have to live with yourself for the rest of you life knowing that you blew it and that you are the most stupid, repluseave imature kid in america so give yourseld a pat on the back and take a bow for breaking you "best freinds heart into peices" , and don;t bother trying to fix the peices cuz they are gone and resting at that. by the way all the damage and tear you caused must have been one big bonus huh?