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Alright, so far summer has started out quite nice.
I went to Megan's for the night on Thursday.
haha.
yeahhh, so she saw a herd of cattle outside her window.
lmfao.
freak.
=]
The next day was her shindig.
It was quite amazing.
My bestest friend Stephanie Ann Kopasz was there.
I met Jenna.
She's quite an amazing person.
We didn't talk much, but I like her.
=]
[btw- she got me a wonderful pink bunny & I love it.]
Everyone said Hether kept hitting on me...
I totally didn't catch it.
[no, really I did.]
After Megan's thing Steph and I went to her house.
We went and saw Ryan.
Then ended up almost getting arrested at 1 in the morning for being up at Waldenburg.
When we left, we saw the cop that talked to us...
and he gave us a ride home.
I was trying so hard not to laugh, because of the shit me and Stephanie were talking about right before.
We had quite an amazing night.
It made me happy to be alive.
Now, blegh, my head's all fucked up.
Like, I can't really think right.
I'm just in a depressed mood.
There's not a full reason for it.
I just think too much.
I miss Michael...
or atleast I miss the thought of him.
Yeah, so I'm pathetic. fuck you.
I don't like to be alone.
At all.
Ever.
This situation isn't working out well for me.
I better not have another emotional breakdown,
I'll fucking kill myself.
That's so gay.
I feel kinda stupid
& worthless
& empty.
eh, usual line-up.
So fucking stupid.
I hate this.
[Sometimes, I really wish you'd give a damn about what I say to you.
And if you already do, I really hope you'd show it.]
I'm not stable.
end of story.