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As of now, my best friend of about 2 1/2 years, is no longer.
I won't put up with people bringing me down anymore.
It's not my job to fix things anymore.
I can't deal with her walking all over me.
I'm done trying to help.
I'm done trying to care.
It's all so pointless.
There is absolutely nothing that will make putting up with that shit worth my time.
Now, if she decides that she wants to come back to me, then alright.
I'm done going to her from now on.
I'm sick and tired of being blown off for a boy.
I deserve more than this.
I've tried my hardest to be there for her.
I've tried my hardest to help her out.
I've tried so hard to fix anything she needed fixed.
and this is what I get?
FUCK IT
This is all so much more than any of you realize.
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Now, Michael.
I haven't seen him in forever.
It's partially my fault, though.
I'm kinda lost without him.
and I don't like it.
I don't see all that's happening ending well.
There's just so much I want to say.
But I can never find the time, or words, to say it.
I will not let any of this bring me any farther down.
Because no matter what, I can't get rid of this.
Though I feel like soon, the decision won't be up to me.
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Well excuse me, cause I've mistaken you for somebody else.
Somebody who gave a damn,
somebody more like myself.
And these foolish games are tearing me, tearing me, tearing me apart.
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart...
You're breaking my heart.
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I won't let you let me go
This time it's all I have
[Keep screaming, no one's listening]