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Contentness turned into straight up confusion.
And that confusion turned into happiness.
I have never been this happy with myself or any one person in my entire life.
Danny is really something else.
He's amazing.
I don't know how to describe that feeling I get when I'm with him.
He doesn't care what his friends think about me being younger than him.
Kelli and Shawn like me.
Those are the only two people I've actually met so far, but I love them.
He's not afraid to tell the world that I'm his girl.
Who cares if it just happened tonight.
Get over it.
I'm happy.
I may have fucked some things up,
but I'm happy.
I'm not regretting the decision that I made,
because it's the best thing I have ever done for myself.
And as for Mike...
I don't know.
I don't even see us being friends after this.
I don't like it.
But if he can't still be there for me even if we aren't dating,
then my trust in him never really mattered anyways.
I'm not saying I'm the most trustworthy person or anything.
I'm just saying that I guess I'm going to lose him for good.
All I did was drag him down anyways.
The feeling was gone for the most part.
I don't know.
I love him to death and I always will.
But a realationship between us again is probably out of the question.
I've found someone amazing that treats me right all of the time.
I don't give a damn how old he is.
He's there for me and that's what I need.
I'm happy.
I'm sorry if you're not.