♥He'll sing the songs you like, he'll keep you warm at night, at night.♥

[_toreri_]

Just about everything is good.

There's nothing to seriously be worrying about.
There's nothing I'm making anyone else worry about (not that I know of).
I'm doing good in school.
And I love my friends.

I think I've found a nice, calm balance for now.
Even though there's some shit that isn't the greatest going on,
I'm not going to worry about anything until I'm sure.

One of the only things I don't feel content with is my weight.
SHUT UP, I know I'm not fat, but I'm also not skinny.
My self-esteem comes and goes as it pleases, and I don't like it.

My boyy gets back in two days,

and I get to go see him in three.

I'm pretty excited.
I love you. :)

I talked to my brother Bud.
I haven't seen or talked to him in almost a year.
He was excited to hear from me, and I was so fucking happy to be talking to him.
He said him and my other brothers might be having a party soon,
and he wants me to go, because everyone misses me.
The last time I saw Joe and Steve was the last day of my dad's funeral.
That was about a year and a half ago.
:(
Mann, I miss my brothers so much.

I think there's only a few bad things I can think of that are going on right now.

1. Joe might be expelled.
   :(
   
   
2. My mom has the flu.
   She looks miserable.
   Aww.
   But ew, I don't want it again.
   
   
3. My great grandma is in the hospital again,
   but I'm not sure for what.
   I don't know if anyone in the family really knows.
   
   And the one thing that I hate the most...
   
4. My brother Jake, whom I love so very much, is probably going to jail.
   He violated his probation, for the third time.
   I guess from what Bud said, he got pulled over and there was open alcohol in the car.
   He also said that my brother blew a .09 on the breathalyzer.
   So not only was he driving drunk, he's underage.
   Bud said that Jake's probation officer said he's probably going to jail for 6 months to a year.
   Ugh, I'm definitely going to miss him.
   
   Alrighty, I'm done updating.
   I'm like, not even sure how many of you even cared to read it all anyways.
   Oh wellz.
   
   ♥♥♥ToriLee♥♥♥