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wewt feeling happy : > although im not sure why im not filled with fear and a quiet urgency about forthcoming exams
itll sink in soon. im sure of it :>
and when people are so confusing - i just hate that they're thinking something all the while...just thinking...and scheming...gahhhh
and i hate the anonymity of everything
i saw jason, tim and alex standing in kingsmead waiting to meet me the other day as i was approaching them, and i realised that they could be strangers...they just look like people who youd see walking together around town - but they're not...they're my friends who i was going to meet...and i didnt even know them in august. and there are plenty of people you see around who could be your best friends but arent just because you don't know them. and the country and then world are so big there are millions of best friends and soulmates...i want to meet them all. its stupid really.
but when you see people living their little lives that mean everything to them, and that are all they think about, it makes you wonder why you're so great and why you don't know people who have their whole lives like you do.
and i wonder who that person means everything to...because they mean nothign to me but could be the centre of someones world. i dont know i suck.
im not explaining myself very well
oh well. no-one reads this and i know what the hell im talking about.
and with that, i take my leave, you mighty morphing power rangers!
itll sink in soon. im sure of it :>
and when people are so confusing - i just hate that they're thinking something all the while...just thinking...and scheming...gahhhh
and i hate the anonymity of everything
i saw jason, tim and alex standing in kingsmead waiting to meet me the other day as i was approaching them, and i realised that they could be strangers...they just look like people who youd see walking together around town - but they're not...they're my friends who i was going to meet...and i didnt even know them in august. and there are plenty of people you see around who could be your best friends but arent just because you don't know them. and the country and then world are so big there are millions of best friends and soulmates...i want to meet them all. its stupid really.
but when you see people living their little lives that mean everything to them, and that are all they think about, it makes you wonder why you're so great and why you don't know people who have their whole lives like you do.
and i wonder who that person means everything to...because they mean nothign to me but could be the centre of someones world. i dont know i suck.
im not explaining myself very well
oh well. no-one reads this and i know what the hell im talking about.
and with that, i take my leave, you mighty morphing power rangers!