Feb 15, 2006 20:19
had a really weird dream last night
me and tim were in town and he gave me a flute as a present
and these chavs started on me in the middle of town, and were pretending to be friendly but kept tryign to hit me
so i hit this one girl in the face with my flute
and me and tim ran away, to the abbey churchyard
and he said if i played the flute it would summon my very own pet robin
so i did
and the cutest ever robin appeared
so i stopped playing so i could hold this tiny little robin
but it suddenly turned into a massive, 6 foot penguin
and tim got really really angry that it wasnt my robin anymore
and he started kicking and pushing round this big penguin
and it wasnt putting up a fight at all
and it fell over and he kept kicking it but people were shouting at him to stop so he did
and then the penguin looked really sad and was facing the wall of this shop and it was cryign and sad
and we felt really bad for it, so i started playing my flute, and ti turned back into a robin and flew into these mountains.
and that was the end
i wonder what it means in terms of dream theology...
*wonders*
valentines day was the best day of my life i think :) the sort of things that i always wish would happen did :) like tim pretending not to be able to get a day off work and surprising me outside work with roses at 9 am, and then him lighting candles and scattering rose petals and having valentines balloons and a bath run when i got there :) and buying me something that ive missed since i was 5, and something else ive wanted for months. and then falling asleep completely happy with tim because i had the best day ever :)it couldnt have been better in any way. argh. i do know how lucky i am.
thank you timothy. i love you so.
so very much. x