I had a nice time at the
party with
David. He looked after me and that was nice, if he wouldn't have shown up, I wouldn't have stayed there.
I danced with
Liv and Angie. Don't know how it looked, but David said I danced well. I don't believe him, I think he was just being nice. I had a really nice time until I saw Orli with Heath and Ian. Their
moves were heated and I really couldn't watch. I started to cry, but then Orli left Heath and Ian on the dance floor and I just had to go after
him.
We talked and cried and decided to be just friends. I don't know how that will work because I still love him so much! I can't bare the though of seeing him with someone else. But this place is small, I can't avoid seeing him with other guys, the party already showed me that.
Valentine's day wasn't a total lost. I did meet
Jude and he surprised me with five roses. I was afraid that I didn't get anything, why would I. I honestly thought everyone felt like
this about me. So I was positively surprised when I found more gifts from
Jake with a message: Yield and Overcome, lovely
rose from Scarlett and an anonymous
rose delivery. I took all of them inside my cabin, I have to thank Scarlett and Jake when I see them. I wonder who the anonymous Valentine could be, I didn't realize I could get that kind of surprise from someone.
I just sit on the bed after I put the roses into water and the tree on the nightstand and try to figure what to do next. I have absolutely nothing to do, no people to meet.