Tobey's time at camp so far
I've had lovely times and dark times. I've enjoyed my time at Camp SLash. I have many new friends and a one big love.
The first person I met when I came to the camp was Jake, the camp's counselor. He was really nice and he made the welcoming very warm. Soon I met Dan and Orlando too. Orlando was really funny and friendly. We had lots of fun and we spent more and more time together.
Soon it came clear that what was between us was more than friendship. We started to touch and kiss each other and Orlando was the first one to say the three little words. I was more careful, I've been betrayed in the past, but I couldn't help it, I was falling in love too. Orlando was and still is very affecionate towards everyone he cares and I became a little jealous of his friendship with Greg. I saw that it was more than just friendship at least from Greg's side. I tried to hide my jealous feelings and Orlando just joked about it.
But I was right and then it became clear to Orlando too. It was a nightmare for a while. Orlando hurt his back and he didn't want any help from the nurse, Liv. Orlando really is stubborn. It was tough for a while.Orlando couldn't stand my jealousy and he often went on long walks. I didn't know if he was alone or with someone, Greg. I tried to act like it didn't bother me, but it did. I was really afraid I was going to lose him.
Then Orli had that accident in the basement. He got carbon monoxide and I was so scared! I didn't want to lose him. I love him so much, more than anyone else ever before! He made it and our relationship was normal again. We had fun again, we cuddled a lot and spent time together. Orlando gave me a ring, a promise ring! He promised he wouldn't hurt me and I promised I would never leave him.
At Christmas time he had a fight with Greg again. Well, it wasn't a fight, it was a misunderstanding. Orli was sure that Greg hated him and Greg thought the same of Orli. They made up again, but then Billy (Orli's ex) tried to drown himself and we were all in the hospital waiting for him to wake up. Billy made it and we had a big Christmas party. I gave Orli a ring, similar to the one he gave to me. Everything looked all right again.
But no it wasn't. Out of the blue Orlando broke up with me. He was cruel and almost violent, he pushed me and made it very clear to me that he doesn't want to be with me. I begged and pleaded, but he didn't want to be with me. I thought that he left me because of Greg. I was convinced that they were together and the whole camp knew about it before me. I was ready to leave the camp, when Keanu (the fighting teacher) came to get me. Orlando had tried to kill himself. Liv and Jake explained that Orlando was depressed and neither of us couldn't see it. I was again close to losing him. A bunch of us stayed with him until he woke up. We made up and we're back together again, but it will take time for me to trust him. He said so mean things and I do feel inadequate, because he didn't come to me for help. He didn't trust our love. But we are together and we have a lot to talk about. I do love him so much and I hope he loves me too. I want to be with him more than anything and I'm sure we can work this out.
The first person I met when I came to the camp was Jake, the camp's counselor. He was really nice and he made the welcoming very warm. Soon I met Dan and Orlando too. Orlando was really funny and friendly. We had lots of fun and we spent more and more time together.
Soon it came clear that what was between us was more than friendship. We started to touch and kiss each other and Orlando was the first one to say the three little words. I was more careful, I've been betrayed in the past, but I couldn't help it, I was falling in love too. Orlando was and still is very affecionate towards everyone he cares and I became a little jealous of his friendship with Greg. I saw that it was more than just friendship at least from Greg's side. I tried to hide my jealous feelings and Orlando just joked about it.
But I was right and then it became clear to Orlando too. It was a nightmare for a while. Orlando hurt his back and he didn't want any help from the nurse, Liv. Orlando really is stubborn. It was tough for a while.Orlando couldn't stand my jealousy and he often went on long walks. I didn't know if he was alone or with someone, Greg. I tried to act like it didn't bother me, but it did. I was really afraid I was going to lose him.
Then Orli had that accident in the basement. He got carbon monoxide and I was so scared! I didn't want to lose him. I love him so much, more than anyone else ever before! He made it and our relationship was normal again. We had fun again, we cuddled a lot and spent time together. Orlando gave me a ring, a promise ring! He promised he wouldn't hurt me and I promised I would never leave him.
At Christmas time he had a fight with Greg again. Well, it wasn't a fight, it was a misunderstanding. Orli was sure that Greg hated him and Greg thought the same of Orli. They made up again, but then Billy (Orli's ex) tried to drown himself and we were all in the hospital waiting for him to wake up. Billy made it and we had a big Christmas party. I gave Orli a ring, similar to the one he gave to me. Everything looked all right again.
But no it wasn't. Out of the blue Orlando broke up with me. He was cruel and almost violent, he pushed me and made it very clear to me that he doesn't want to be with me. I begged and pleaded, but he didn't want to be with me. I thought that he left me because of Greg. I was convinced that they were together and the whole camp knew about it before me. I was ready to leave the camp, when Keanu (the fighting teacher) came to get me. Orlando had tried to kill himself. Liv and Jake explained that Orlando was depressed and neither of us couldn't see it. I was again close to losing him. A bunch of us stayed with him until he woke up. We made up and we're back together again, but it will take time for me to trust him. He said so mean things and I do feel inadequate, because he didn't come to me for help. He didn't trust our love. But we are together and we have a lot to talk about. I do love him so much and I hope he loves me too. I want to be with him more than anything and I'm sure we can work this out.