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So I had the dreaded talk with Orlando. It's now finished, gone, past, just a memory and I still wish things could be different. But they can't be and they never will be, ever. I have to start living again, living without Orlando. I'm happy I have David, he's amazing and wonderful. I just hope it works out, I hope I don't ruin that too, I hope I will love again, whether it's David or someone else, since it won't be Orlando, not like it used to be. I still love him and I always will, but I just have to love him a different way.