prom checklist:
dress - check; green, thus i'll look like a tree
shoes - check; black, nothing i'll trip over hopefully
earrings - check; silver loops, which i spent 10 minutes putting on. ONE SIDE.
necklace - check; black
other accessories - check; i'll dig them out
bag - check; stolen from my mom. i think it's ugly but hopefully it'll be too dark for anyone to notice.
hair - up? down? half (however that's possible)? match with earrings.
makeup - find place to get done
ticket - check; finally bought it today. it's purple. frankly all of the colors aren't fantastic-looking. XD
date - check; multiple female ones
after-prom - check; japanese guest house
Ripway stopped being shitty:
yeah i know you can't see anything, but you will after this Sat. :) unless, of course, you're coming to prom with me.
Your stress and anxiety are a result of an emotional disappointment. It could well be that the emotional relationship is no longer running smoothly and you have come to the end of your tether. On the one hand you would like to free yourself from this relationship altogether, yet on the other hand, you don't want to lose anything nor risk the uncertainty of throwing away something - something that's precious, something that could be the 'Real Thing'. Perhaps for the first time in your life you really don't know which way to go and it is these contradictory emotions that are causing you the untold stress. You are pretending to the world that you don't care but even this air of pretence is causing you much heartache.
it's not about you, you mathematical dick!
- Robin Williams, Good Will Hunting