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I was talking to April yesterday, and I was like "this might sound wrong but I am going to say it anyway" and she said "ok" so I said "I think I would have been a better mom than someone.." and she was like "probably".
I still sometimes wonder why God took my babies and let all these other dumb 15 year old girls who cant even take care of themselves have babies.
Why does God let these women who just throw their babies away have them.
Within the past 2 months in Colorado, there have been I think it was 4 babies found in trashcans, and closets and stuff.
Why does God allow them to carry those babys full term so that they can kill them, or throw them away.
Quite frankly it pisses me off.
Then there are stupid asses who do drugs, and drink and smoke and crap fully knowing that it could be hurting their baby, but do they care of course not.. Does God let them have babies of course.
If I even had the suspicion of being pregnant I would stop doing all that crap.
I did everything right in my pregnancy.
I took my vitamins, I obeyed doctors orders, I ate healthier.
OH well. I will live Sorry for the rant.
So, on the 17th my mom and dad are taking me to look at cars.
And in like a month the roommate is moving out and I am going to move in with my sister and bro-in-law and little rebecca.
Well. Yeah.. umm..
I bought 4 movies yesterday. I bought The Believer, Monster, In The Bedroom, and Antwone Fisher. I fell asleep watching The Believer cause it was 2 in the morning, and I LOVED Monster, its so sad I cried like a lot. You all should see it. You need to see Antwone Fisher, thats a REALLY REALLY good movie. umm. Dont bother seeing In The Bedroom. It was so boring and there were senes that really didnt make ANY sense and there was no music or anything. I would tell you if the believer is good or not but I didnt see it all the way through .
Well goodbye.
I still sometimes wonder why God took my babies and let all these other dumb 15 year old girls who cant even take care of themselves have babies.
Why does God let these women who just throw their babies away have them.
Within the past 2 months in Colorado, there have been I think it was 4 babies found in trashcans, and closets and stuff.
Why does God allow them to carry those babys full term so that they can kill them, or throw them away.
Quite frankly it pisses me off.
Then there are stupid asses who do drugs, and drink and smoke and crap fully knowing that it could be hurting their baby, but do they care of course not.. Does God let them have babies of course.
If I even had the suspicion of being pregnant I would stop doing all that crap.
I did everything right in my pregnancy.
I took my vitamins, I obeyed doctors orders, I ate healthier.
OH well. I will live Sorry for the rant.
So, on the 17th my mom and dad are taking me to look at cars.
And in like a month the roommate is moving out and I am going to move in with my sister and bro-in-law and little rebecca.
Well. Yeah.. umm..
I bought 4 movies yesterday. I bought The Believer, Monster, In The Bedroom, and Antwone Fisher. I fell asleep watching The Believer cause it was 2 in the morning, and I LOVED Monster, its so sad I cried like a lot. You all should see it. You need to see Antwone Fisher, thats a REALLY REALLY good movie. umm. Dont bother seeing In The Bedroom. It was so boring and there were senes that really didnt make ANY sense and there was no music or anything. I would tell you if the believer is good or not but I didnt see it all the way through .
Well goodbye.