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Ok.
I wish I was a better. I wish I stuck to my morals.
The second verse of this song really gets to me, cause I promised God that I would never have sex till I was married.
Then I promised after the first couple times with Chris I would never do it again.
Then I dunno.
I obviously broke those promises.
I feel really bad for Quin, cause in a sense I lead him on.
I really didnt mean to, I mean, I want it.
I am human I have hormones.
I like sex.
Especially with Quin cause I love him.
But I know its best if we dont have sex right now.
God doesnt like it, my body needs rest cause I might not ever get the chance to have kids if I dont cool it.
We take the chance of me getting pregnant everytime we do anything and neither of us need that right now.
I am really attached to him too.
Well I am a Christian and I Love God and I have not been living like one.
How am I supposed to witness to people and tell them that they shouldnt be doing something I am doing myself.?
How can I tell someone about God when they cause throw everything I have done back in my face.
I need to clean up my life and live for God.
This song right here fits me right now.
Feel The Nails
They tell me Jesus died
For my transgressions
And that He paid that price
A long long time ago
When He gave His life for me
On a hill called Calvary
But there's something else
I want to know
CHORUS:
Does He still feel the nails
Every time I fail?
Does He hear the crowd cry,
Crucify, again?
Am I causing Him pain?
Then I know I've got to change I just can't bear the thought
Of hurting Him
It seems that I'm so good
At breaking promises
And I treat His precious grace
So carelessly
But each time He forgives
What if He relives
The agony He felt on that tree?
CHORUS
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
Do you still feel the nails
Every time I fail?
Have I crucified you, Jesus,
With my sin?
I'm tired of playing games
I really want to change
I never want to hurt You again
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
I wish I was a better. I wish I stuck to my morals.
The second verse of this song really gets to me, cause I promised God that I would never have sex till I was married.
Then I promised after the first couple times with Chris I would never do it again.
Then I dunno.
I obviously broke those promises.
I feel really bad for Quin, cause in a sense I lead him on.
I really didnt mean to, I mean, I want it.
I am human I have hormones.
I like sex.
Especially with Quin cause I love him.
But I know its best if we dont have sex right now.
God doesnt like it, my body needs rest cause I might not ever get the chance to have kids if I dont cool it.
We take the chance of me getting pregnant everytime we do anything and neither of us need that right now.
I am really attached to him too.
Well I am a Christian and I Love God and I have not been living like one.
How am I supposed to witness to people and tell them that they shouldnt be doing something I am doing myself.?
How can I tell someone about God when they cause throw everything I have done back in my face.
I need to clean up my life and live for God.
This song right here fits me right now.
Feel The Nails
They tell me Jesus died
For my transgressions
And that He paid that price
A long long time ago
When He gave His life for me
On a hill called Calvary
But there's something else
I want to know
CHORUS:
Does He still feel the nails
Every time I fail?
Does He hear the crowd cry,
Crucify, again?
Am I causing Him pain?
Then I know I've got to change I just can't bear the thought
Of hurting Him
It seems that I'm so good
At breaking promises
And I treat His precious grace
So carelessly
But each time He forgives
What if He relives
The agony He felt on that tree?
CHORUS
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
Do you still feel the nails
Every time I fail?
Have I crucified you, Jesus,
With my sin?
I'm tired of playing games
I really want to change
I never want to hurt You again
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord