Jan 21, 2004 20:25
So Ally let me borrow this book, Cut. The girl in it really reminds me of myself, I'm starting to think I should become just like her, well except for the treatment center, but she doesn't talk at all when she's there. It made me think, and apparently, subconsciously I made myself stop talking. It was weird. Nicole was like "What's wrong with you?! I've been talking to you for like 5 minutes and you haven't said a word." The book is good though. The girl has a crazy imagination though, and she knows how to keep herself busy with the littlest things, and she has a strong will power. She never speaks to anyone. She never laughs. Nothing. It's really interesting how much her thought patterns reflect mine. But she can't control her urges to cut. I usually can. Usually. Anyways, I guess I'm gonna go smoke a black and finish my book... not like I could be doing anything else.. Couldn't even go to the football banquet with Adam, but you know who did? Jessica. God I fuckin hate her. she should just ask Adam out already. Nicole doesn't really like her either. Most people don't. Anyways, my book is callin me.
Love you I guess?
P.S. i don't feel any better.