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why is life/guys so confusing?
;(
colton liked his chainnnn.. :) and then wednesday night (his bday) i called him at like 8.. and his best friend trevor (16) was over.. and trevor was like "let me talk to ur sisters b/f (garrett), i gotta apologize to him." so i was like.. fine. and then trevor got on the phone w/garrett and was like "im sorry for saying i wanted to f*ck your girl. actually, i wanted to beat your ass THEN f*ck your girl." WWOOOOWWWWW.. (talking about my sis) ok.. garrett *FLIPPED OUT* (like seriously, went PSYCHO) and was like "F*CK YOU MOTHERF*CKER!!!!" and all this stuff.. OMGG.. and garrett screamed at me "IM SORRY BUT I DONT LIKE EITHER OF YOUR FRIENDS".. my sis started crying and was like "DONT scream @emily! get out of my house garrett" he's like "NO.. i'm sorry i didn't mean to scream at her" blah blah.. and he like shoved my sister a little.. wow it was insane. yeah, THANKS TREVOR.. not. lol. and trevor was like "i was just playin around.." uhh.. no.
and tonight colton's supposed to come over.. and trevor might drop him off, and garrett will be here too.. thatt could be badd.. ;\
anyways, colton didn't even CALL me last night.
and i'm really confused.. because this black kid/11th grade/berrington called me. we talked for like 5 min then he had to go cuz his phone was dying- and he texted me right after that n said "i really like you and want to get to know you and maybe go out." or something.. ;\ and i wrote back saying "im sorry but i have a boyfriend.. you are a sweetie and i wanna be good friends n hang out" ;\ then he called me @like 10:00pm.. and.. we talked for *73* minutes!! me and colton never talk that long.. and berrington was *SOOOOOO SWEET*.. wow ;\ and i think i like berrington. and yea, i know he's black, but who cares? he's the sweetest kid in the whole world. yes, even sweeter than my freakin boyfriend who didn't even CALL last night.
and.. it's not like i can just BREAK UP with colton now. b/c i got him that $45 necklace!!!!!!!! lol.
but berrington was like, "what are you DOING going out w/that kid?!! he's a BAD kid.. no seriously, he's BAD.." ;\!!!!!! i don't know, wtf am i doing going out w/colton?! who knows ;( i was like "well colton said he's trying to change.." and stuff.. and berrington said "he's gunna take ur virginity.. donttt let him.. i dont want him to" jfkldsjfklj!!! i'm like "HE WONT!!!!! he wonttt" lol.. and idk.. berrington is just way more understanding than colton..
and i was like "well do u smoke?" he's like "IM AN ATHLETE. do i smoke? what kinda question is that" haha :):) yayy.. and he's on jv bball.. <3 i love guys that play sports. and dont smoke.
and colton doesnt play sports.. and he smokes.
so what am i doing?
i don't knowwww. :(
i'm just so confused..
&berrington was like "i don'ttt wanna see u 2 in the hall.. i can't.." ;\ n he's like "i've liked you way longer than 3 weeks." i'm like "WHY didnt u tell me then?" hes like "cuz ur shy!!! its hard" haha :P
so.. idk. idk idk idk. and tonight colton's coming over. and he probably has no idea that my parents are gonna be home, and my sister, and her b/f. he probably thinks we'll be home alone or some shit. well, we wontt beee.. unless we go to the movies or something.
whatever.
oh, you know what else pisses me off? me &colton have the same lunch every-other day but don't even sit together.
and.. the night before his bday, i was on the phone w/him and he was like "nah u dont have to get me the chain anytime soon.. but the sooner the better." WTF???!!! thattt was freakin rude..
;(
colton liked his chainnnn.. :) and then wednesday night (his bday) i called him at like 8.. and his best friend trevor (16) was over.. and trevor was like "let me talk to ur sisters b/f (garrett), i gotta apologize to him." so i was like.. fine. and then trevor got on the phone w/garrett and was like "im sorry for saying i wanted to f*ck your girl. actually, i wanted to beat your ass THEN f*ck your girl." WWOOOOWWWWW.. (talking about my sis) ok.. garrett *FLIPPED OUT* (like seriously, went PSYCHO) and was like "F*CK YOU MOTHERF*CKER!!!!" and all this stuff.. OMGG.. and garrett screamed at me "IM SORRY BUT I DONT LIKE EITHER OF YOUR FRIENDS".. my sis started crying and was like "DONT scream @emily! get out of my house garrett" he's like "NO.. i'm sorry i didn't mean to scream at her" blah blah.. and he like shoved my sister a little.. wow it was insane. yeah, THANKS TREVOR.. not. lol. and trevor was like "i was just playin around.." uhh.. no.
and tonight colton's supposed to come over.. and trevor might drop him off, and garrett will be here too.. thatt could be badd.. ;\
anyways, colton didn't even CALL me last night.
and i'm really confused.. because this black kid/11th grade/berrington called me. we talked for like 5 min then he had to go cuz his phone was dying- and he texted me right after that n said "i really like you and want to get to know you and maybe go out." or something.. ;\ and i wrote back saying "im sorry but i have a boyfriend.. you are a sweetie and i wanna be good friends n hang out" ;\ then he called me @like 10:00pm.. and.. we talked for *73* minutes!! me and colton never talk that long.. and berrington was *SOOOOOO SWEET*.. wow ;\ and i think i like berrington. and yea, i know he's black, but who cares? he's the sweetest kid in the whole world. yes, even sweeter than my freakin boyfriend who didn't even CALL last night.
and.. it's not like i can just BREAK UP with colton now. b/c i got him that $45 necklace!!!!!!!! lol.
but berrington was like, "what are you DOING going out w/that kid?!! he's a BAD kid.. no seriously, he's BAD.." ;\!!!!!! i don't know, wtf am i doing going out w/colton?! who knows ;( i was like "well colton said he's trying to change.." and stuff.. and berrington said "he's gunna take ur virginity.. donttt let him.. i dont want him to" jfkldsjfklj!!! i'm like "HE WONT!!!!! he wonttt" lol.. and idk.. berrington is just way more understanding than colton..
and i was like "well do u smoke?" he's like "IM AN ATHLETE. do i smoke? what kinda question is that" haha :):) yayy.. and he's on jv bball.. <3 i love guys that play sports. and dont smoke.
and colton doesnt play sports.. and he smokes.
so what am i doing?
i don't knowwww. :(
i'm just so confused..
&berrington was like "i don'ttt wanna see u 2 in the hall.. i can't.." ;\ n he's like "i've liked you way longer than 3 weeks." i'm like "WHY didnt u tell me then?" hes like "cuz ur shy!!! its hard" haha :P
so.. idk. idk idk idk. and tonight colton's coming over. and he probably has no idea that my parents are gonna be home, and my sister, and her b/f. he probably thinks we'll be home alone or some shit. well, we wontt beee.. unless we go to the movies or something.
whatever.
oh, you know what else pisses me off? me &colton have the same lunch every-other day but don't even sit together.
and.. the night before his bday, i was on the phone w/him and he was like "nah u dont have to get me the chain anytime soon.. but the sooner the better." WTF???!!! thattt was freakin rude..