*I love him agian, and dont know what the hell to do!*
Well, Idk what to say. Except I went to the movies tonight. And it sucked, everyone was all over *him*. And it almost made me cry, but I held in my tears. The night was just idk completely HORRIBLE! but w/e. The best best part of the whole night was when everyone left and it was just me and Dustin talking about him and *her* and me and *him* he helped me see that no matter how hard I try, I'll never get over *him*.
Well, idk life has just SUCKED lately but me and *him* talked tonight and it made me cry, after not crying for 5 months I cryed. He told me he hated it when I cry, witch he had never told me before. Witch made me cry even more. I guess it made me think he cared about me for 5 seconds then I remember, he doesnt. So yeah.
Love Sucks. And I'm sure it's love.
Well, idk life has just SUCKED lately but me and *him* talked tonight and it made me cry, after not crying for 5 months I cryed. He told me he hated it when I cry, witch he had never told me before. Witch made me cry even more. I guess it made me think he cared about me for 5 seconds then I remember, he doesnt. So yeah.
Love Sucks. And I'm sure it's love.