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okay so this morning i had 10 extra minutes so i turned on the tv. i fucking hate tv. like alot. its so fake and brainwashing i hate it. I saw "dontchya wish your gf was hott like me" okay they can go kill themselves now. Buuuuttt you do yo thang missy elliot. muusicc makes you lose control<3fo sho.
school is fun i like it, and i love my friends. I love being surrounded by them and the nu metal boys. makes me happy. Or maybe just newmans butt. Fuck yeah this cute little freshman boy gave me a blue sex bracelet so now we have bff bracelets. how coool! and i saw some cute boys today every other word that comes out of my mouth is boy. its out of control. Today i fell asleep in history and had a sex dream, good stuff.
During math i did some pondering and i have this whole theory that why do i spend all of my time thinking about how fug and fat i am, bc like so what? I am me and i cant change what i look like. So i minus well be happy with it. It sucks wishing to look like this or be this skinny because i'm not going to wake up and be a totall hott babe so yeah i minus well try to be confident its much more attractive then being self consious. annnddd if i like a boy but he is too shallow or low to look past my fugness than fuck him, because beauty isnt totally what you look like. That was totally cheesy but totally true. I also relized that a relationship wont last anyways if you like someone just because you think their "hott". Most of the time i think people are hott for who they are... and how tight there pants are. ahhaha. okay but seriously i decided i'm going to try really hard to be happy with what i look like.
dandee lions are pretty
and lunch is so fun i love the nu metal boys and they love me, jk.. i wish.. but you know. cant a girl dream.
i want newmans butt, black nails and emo hair. fuck yes i do.
BOYSBOYSBOYSBOYSBOYSBOYSBOYSBOYS.. i need to STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i'm A MACHINEEEEEEEE.
i want to go to a rag shop get some zebra fabric maybe some pretty colorful patterned fabric. I got compliments on my shirt i made today pretty rad pretty rad. I want to get some beads too like peace signs and hearts and some sExAYYYYY stuff like that.
oh yeah and everyone in my honors class IS SO FUCKING LAME. srsly, they try to use these big words and make there projects better then the person in front of them. well I WANA SLAP THEM ACROSS THE FACE. so lameeee. they need to relax.
and my brother needs to stop listneing to this jewish fucking rap shit its making me crazy.
I found out today that in israel a bunch of jews are being forced to leave their homes because they are giving land back, i dont know what to say and what to think about this i'm so uneducated about it and it sucks but what can i do now its kinda late. but i am jewish. so it makes me sad. :(
school is fun i like it, and i love my friends. I love being surrounded by them and the nu metal boys. makes me happy. Or maybe just newmans butt. Fuck yeah this cute little freshman boy gave me a blue sex bracelet so now we have bff bracelets. how coool! and i saw some cute boys today every other word that comes out of my mouth is boy. its out of control. Today i fell asleep in history and had a sex dream, good stuff.
During math i did some pondering and i have this whole theory that why do i spend all of my time thinking about how fug and fat i am, bc like so what? I am me and i cant change what i look like. So i minus well be happy with it. It sucks wishing to look like this or be this skinny because i'm not going to wake up and be a totall hott babe so yeah i minus well try to be confident its much more attractive then being self consious. annnddd if i like a boy but he is too shallow or low to look past my fugness than fuck him, because beauty isnt totally what you look like. That was totally cheesy but totally true. I also relized that a relationship wont last anyways if you like someone just because you think their "hott". Most of the time i think people are hott for who they are... and how tight there pants are. ahhaha. okay but seriously i decided i'm going to try really hard to be happy with what i look like.
dandee lions are pretty
and lunch is so fun i love the nu metal boys and they love me, jk.. i wish.. but you know. cant a girl dream.
i want newmans butt, black nails and emo hair. fuck yes i do.
BOYSBOYSBOYSBOYSBOYSBOYSBOYSBOYS.. i need to STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i'm A MACHINEEEEEEEE.
i want to go to a rag shop get some zebra fabric maybe some pretty colorful patterned fabric. I got compliments on my shirt i made today pretty rad pretty rad. I want to get some beads too like peace signs and hearts and some sExAYYYYY stuff like that.
oh yeah and everyone in my honors class IS SO FUCKING LAME. srsly, they try to use these big words and make there projects better then the person in front of them. well I WANA SLAP THEM ACROSS THE FACE. so lameeee. they need to relax.
and my brother needs to stop listneing to this jewish fucking rap shit its making me crazy.
I found out today that in israel a bunch of jews are being forced to leave their homes because they are giving land back, i dont know what to say and what to think about this i'm so uneducated about it and it sucks but what can i do now its kinda late. but i am jewish. so it makes me sad. :(