May 02, 2006 00:09
why am i falling apart? like i can never study anymore. and hw takes me forever even though i barely have any. and aim is really distracting too, but its addicting just like coke, which is keeping me awake at night. so i feel..messed up. i just don't really care about school anymore, and i don't know why. why am i slacking off. why is it 12. what am i doing. i don't know what im doing. im just staringn into space and typing this once in a while. yay.. and. im going to disneyland soon. i can't mess up now. noo :[ what am i doing. why am i wasting time ljing when i can be studying grammar or reading a book. i only have 2 ar books. how am i going to get to 20 :[ omg. what the freak am i doing. i should go to sleep. but i can't. stupid coke. but it's addicting.
too lazy to do that 10 word thing.. :]
S:
stupid: this is a word that describes me a lot. i am both stupid in academics and in life.
T:
time: this is something i need a lot more of.