Pissed!
Well today was supposed to be great for me,but i hated every fuckin minute of it!
I went to Andrew`s this morning like i was supposed to right?Yea i did well when i got there his mom told me he went to the mall.So i got my brother to drop me off there and Andrew would just bring me home cause we were supposed to have a date!Well i got there and i knew where he would be cause he like goes in the store to make fun of it all the time.Hot Topic.Well i go in there and i see Kelly Stevens so i talked to her for awhile and then i told her i was gonna go in some other store and wanted to know if she wanted to come with me,but she said no cause she was waiting on someone so i left!When i walked out of Hot Topic i saw Andrew!i was like so happy i found him,but he looked shocked!
I told him that i stopped by his house and his mom told me i could find him here.And he said he forgot all about our little date thingy.So i was like well we can still go right?He paused and said yeah just as soon as i get out of Hot Topic so wait on me outside.So i waited outside of Hot Topic for like 5 minutes so i wanted to go in and see what was taking him so fuckin long.Well i get in there he's talking to Kelly.So i go up and join in on the conversation.And Kelly goes well it was nice talking to you Tiffany,but Andrew and i need to go so we wont miss the movie.So there's when it hit me Kelly and Andrew were on a date.Oh didn't he get it?
I dragged him outside and we were like yelling at eachother loud!He said that i was too young and that he loved Kelly and that he was going to tell me sooner or later.So really he was kinda seeing me and Kelly at the same time right?Well he said that i was a great kid and all but he needed someone more of his own age.So i said well Andrew if you want a girlfriend thats cheated on every guy that she's ever been with then go ahead date Kelly for all i fuckin care.And i just walk away in like the worst mood ever.And he runs up to me and says do you need a ride home?Ofcourse i said yes cause well my brother dropped me off so he dropped Kelly off and said he would be back around 6!Then we're driving down the road.He actually had the nerve to ask me if i was mad at him.I said no Andrew im not mad at you im just fine i know where your coming from i know im young i mean im only 13...OFCOURSE IM MAD AT YOU YOU FUCKIN IDIOT!Then i dont know why i just started crying and i couldnt stop so he passed my house cause he didnt want my parents to see my crying.We drover around for like an hour and told me that he really did care for me but he needed to see if this was gonna work between him and Kelly so that made me cry even more.He stopped in BurgerKing parking lot and stopped.He wrapped me in his aroms and told me he loved me.But that he didnt feel as strong for me as he did Kelly so that made me cry even more lol!
So i finally stopped crying and asked him to take me home,so he did.We didnt talk the whole way home.When he pulled up into my driveway i saw that no one was home so we just sat there in the driveway.I was thinkin about a couple of weeks ago when we were home all by ourselves we had the best time we laughed just like we were in love and when he kissed my forehead as he was walking out to his car it was magical!i loved him so much and well i guess i still do lol!But anyways as i opened the door of his car he stoopped me.Grabbed my hand and brought me back into the car.then he leaned over and gave me and kiss gosh it was long too.So when we were finally finished he got out opened my door gave me another long kiss and whispered i love you into my hear and he shut my door when i got out.He walked me to my door and told me he was sorry and that he loved me and walked back to his car and left.Then like about 2 he called me and was like hey baby then he goes i mean Tiffany and then he puts Kelly on the phone and shes like Hey bitch stay away from my man.I hung up i wasnt in the mood to fight with her or him for that matter.But i dont know what to do i just hate my fuckin life i just wish someone that actually liked me would call and make this all go away im just so hurt i need someone!
I went to Andrew`s this morning like i was supposed to right?Yea i did well when i got there his mom told me he went to the mall.So i got my brother to drop me off there and Andrew would just bring me home cause we were supposed to have a date!Well i got there and i knew where he would be cause he like goes in the store to make fun of it all the time.Hot Topic.Well i go in there and i see Kelly Stevens so i talked to her for awhile and then i told her i was gonna go in some other store and wanted to know if she wanted to come with me,but she said no cause she was waiting on someone so i left!When i walked out of Hot Topic i saw Andrew!i was like so happy i found him,but he looked shocked!
I told him that i stopped by his house and his mom told me i could find him here.And he said he forgot all about our little date thingy.So i was like well we can still go right?He paused and said yeah just as soon as i get out of Hot Topic so wait on me outside.So i waited outside of Hot Topic for like 5 minutes so i wanted to go in and see what was taking him so fuckin long.Well i get in there he's talking to Kelly.So i go up and join in on the conversation.And Kelly goes well it was nice talking to you Tiffany,but Andrew and i need to go so we wont miss the movie.So there's when it hit me Kelly and Andrew were on a date.Oh didn't he get it?
I dragged him outside and we were like yelling at eachother loud!He said that i was too young and that he loved Kelly and that he was going to tell me sooner or later.So really he was kinda seeing me and Kelly at the same time right?Well he said that i was a great kid and all but he needed someone more of his own age.So i said well Andrew if you want a girlfriend thats cheated on every guy that she's ever been with then go ahead date Kelly for all i fuckin care.And i just walk away in like the worst mood ever.And he runs up to me and says do you need a ride home?Ofcourse i said yes cause well my brother dropped me off so he dropped Kelly off and said he would be back around 6!Then we're driving down the road.He actually had the nerve to ask me if i was mad at him.I said no Andrew im not mad at you im just fine i know where your coming from i know im young i mean im only 13...OFCOURSE IM MAD AT YOU YOU FUCKIN IDIOT!Then i dont know why i just started crying and i couldnt stop so he passed my house cause he didnt want my parents to see my crying.We drover around for like an hour and told me that he really did care for me but he needed to see if this was gonna work between him and Kelly so that made me cry even more.He stopped in BurgerKing parking lot and stopped.He wrapped me in his aroms and told me he loved me.But that he didnt feel as strong for me as he did Kelly so that made me cry even more lol!
So i finally stopped crying and asked him to take me home,so he did.We didnt talk the whole way home.When he pulled up into my driveway i saw that no one was home so we just sat there in the driveway.I was thinkin about a couple of weeks ago when we were home all by ourselves we had the best time we laughed just like we were in love and when he kissed my forehead as he was walking out to his car it was magical!i loved him so much and well i guess i still do lol!But anyways as i opened the door of his car he stoopped me.Grabbed my hand and brought me back into the car.then he leaned over and gave me and kiss gosh it was long too.So when we were finally finished he got out opened my door gave me another long kiss and whispered i love you into my hear and he shut my door when i got out.He walked me to my door and told me he was sorry and that he loved me and walked back to his car and left.Then like about 2 he called me and was like hey baby then he goes i mean Tiffany and then he puts Kelly on the phone and shes like Hey bitch stay away from my man.I hung up i wasnt in the mood to fight with her or him for that matter.But i dont know what to do i just hate my fuckin life i just wish someone that actually liked me would call and make this all go away im just so hurt i need someone!