dont close your eyes .. they may not open.

Nov 14, 2005 21:39

I think somethings wrong with me. I dont feel like myself lately. I really have no interest in going out with any of my friends anymore. I have no interest in having fun at all anymore. lol .. its weird. But yet i still hate how boring and repetitive my whole life is. Its a lose lose situation.

Well theres this boy .. and i really hope i cross paths with him again. For some reason, i cant stop thinking about him.

Im so in debt its crazy. I owe Katie 400$ for my car. And i need to put away 150 more dollars for my insurance the beggining of December. AND i see my probation officer Thurs. and i dont have ANY money to give her. Oh fuckin well.

I hope this weekends alright.

I miss Heather.. and I miss the old days with Mickenzie but i just cant force myself back into the flow of things. It feels like i cant show any emotion towards anyone, even if i wanted to. It kinda a bummer because i cant show the few people i actually care about how much they mean to me. Im sorry?
:-/

I wonder how your doing .. i wish id get a call from you .. or something. Thats the least you could do dont you think?

God some people. lol Oh well

thats right bitch fuck em allll =)

well i guess thats it. I dont really know what else to say ... Bye Guys =)

Oh yeah, Im getting my first massage tomorrow. AHHH i cant wait hehe
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