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This can`t go on now
I gotta move on now . .
It's not the fact that I don`t love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
*BIIIIG sigh* well everyone finally left and i have the house to myself, which is nice. I had fun while they were here but i really need some time to think and get things figured out. I really thank God for Mickenzie, that girl has been there for everything. One of the few thats stuck around. Shes definitely my girl. (thanks again) =)
I cant believe all this is happening at once. I dont know about all this. Its becoming really hard for me. This time has definitely made me realize the things i need to change. And that maybe im not ready to leave home. But then again .. all this really makes me realize how much i need to get the fuck outta here. Everyones nuts.
My dad had his surgery yesterday, it went good. Hes in ALOT of pain but still manages to find the spunk to scream at me ;) So thats good i guess? .. My mom had surgery today. I was at the hospital from about 11 until 6:30. Today was the third day in a row i was there the whole day. And tomorrow i gotta somehow find someone to drive with me to go pick my mom up. Oh god i have alot to do before she gets home.
Last night was really interesting. I did something .. and now i regret it. God i knew that was gonna happen. Maybe if it didnt suck so bad i wouldnt feel that way tho! ;) haha ahhh well, i guess i dont really care. Why should i?
Me and Kevin had a really good talk last night. He cleared alot up with me which is good. The words that he said last nite were really nice to hear. And so sincere. Aw it was cute.
Alot of good things are happening but i just cant seem to get outta this stage of moppiness. Im not very fond of it either. I just wanna smile and really mean it.
Dont you wish your girlfriend was hot like us Don`t you wish your girlfriend was a freak like us ;)
Hahh i had alotta fun with the girls. I swear me and mickenzie found a way to keep ourselves busy everyday. And not just a little busy .. alotta crazy shit went down. haha it was really entertaining.
well i guess thats all for now. I miss my little livejournal so ive been trying to keep it updated =) Love you guys!
I gotta move on now . .
It's not the fact that I don`t love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
*BIIIIG sigh* well everyone finally left and i have the house to myself, which is nice. I had fun while they were here but i really need some time to think and get things figured out. I really thank God for Mickenzie, that girl has been there for everything. One of the few thats stuck around. Shes definitely my girl. (thanks again) =)
I cant believe all this is happening at once. I dont know about all this. Its becoming really hard for me. This time has definitely made me realize the things i need to change. And that maybe im not ready to leave home. But then again .. all this really makes me realize how much i need to get the fuck outta here. Everyones nuts.
My dad had his surgery yesterday, it went good. Hes in ALOT of pain but still manages to find the spunk to scream at me ;) So thats good i guess? .. My mom had surgery today. I was at the hospital from about 11 until 6:30. Today was the third day in a row i was there the whole day. And tomorrow i gotta somehow find someone to drive with me to go pick my mom up. Oh god i have alot to do before she gets home.
Last night was really interesting. I did something .. and now i regret it. God i knew that was gonna happen. Maybe if it didnt suck so bad i wouldnt feel that way tho! ;) haha ahhh well, i guess i dont really care. Why should i?
Me and Kevin had a really good talk last night. He cleared alot up with me which is good. The words that he said last nite were really nice to hear. And so sincere. Aw it was cute.
Alot of good things are happening but i just cant seem to get outta this stage of moppiness. Im not very fond of it either. I just wanna smile and really mean it.
Dont you wish your girlfriend was hot like us Don`t you wish your girlfriend was a freak like us ;)
Hahh i had alotta fun with the girls. I swear me and mickenzie found a way to keep ourselves busy everyday. And not just a little busy .. alotta crazy shit went down. haha it was really entertaining.
well i guess thats all for now. I miss my little livejournal so ive been trying to keep it updated =) Love you guys!