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man this is so fucking boring...im in computers and AIM isnt working, and its pissing me off...i finished all of my work, and i have nothing to do...that past week has been crap...thats the only word that i know to descrice it, absolute CRAP...so my mom had surgery a week ago...it went fine, shes ok, no problems, she got out of the hospital on sunday, but from thursday to sunday SUCKED!!!! my sister thinks that because my mom cant like, drive me around and shit, that she has become my mom, and it really pisses me off because she is NOT my mom, she is my sister, i have a mom, and i dont need two...she has become a real bitch lately, and i have tried talking to her....she just doesnt get it, my dad is always a pain in the ass, but him and my sister have been arguing SO much, because he thinks that she cant do anything right, which isnt true...he is just used to the way my mom does things i guess, but the weekend sucked until sunday....sunday was great, my mom came home, and i got to see her out of a hospital bed, with out any needles in her, which rocked, and justin came over, and i hadnt seen him sice wed., so i missed him like crazy...now that my mom is home, my sister still thinks that she is my mom. yesterday she went diving, and i had to watch the girls, when i wanted to go out...i am finally ungrounded, and i want even allowed to go out because my fucking sister had to go diving...justin came over for a while yesterday, and he came to visit me at school yesterday and today =) i swear, he is the only thing that is getting me through this whole thing...he is keeping me sane, i dont know what i would do with out him :)....he is coming over again today...thank god, the people in my house are driving me crazy, and i need to be with other people...the only person that i can stand right now in my family is danny, my brother, but i dont really talk to him, and he would probably bug me too if i talked to him more...i have been craving slurpies lol maybe me and justin can go get some today...that would be nice...idk other than that, i guess things are ok, i have been feeling really sad for no real reason a lot lately, and i try and hide it the best i can, but it isnt working i guess, because people have been asking me if i am ok and whats wrong and all that stuff...and the only thing that i can answer...is IDK, cuz honestly, i dont know...