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So i had a really long convo with dale today... see his basketball coach collapsed right infront of their eyes yesterday... they couldn't get a heartbeat for 30 minutes and when they finally rushed him to the hospital.... he was in a coma. Poor dale is completely traumatized by this whole event and after talking to him i decided something.... why waste time on things, places, and people that arn't important to you, or that you don't enjoy, or that treat you badly. Living is supposed to be fun, benefical, and enjoyable not a world where you put on a fake smile infront of people, eat shitty food you hate just cause, or be with someone even if they could care two shits about you.
so i've decided... life is to short to focus on the if, ands, or buts. the i wish or the if onlys. I'm going to the gym everyday, hanging around only those who truly care and remember me, and smiling everyday not because i HAVE to but because i WANT to. its the new me... and i like it!! its sad that it took a 17 year old boy to cry on the phone for me to realize such a thing... say a prayer for his coach's family.
<3 to those who love me for me... big thighs, lack of hearing, accent and all!
so i've decided... life is to short to focus on the if, ands, or buts. the i wish or the if onlys. I'm going to the gym everyday, hanging around only those who truly care and remember me, and smiling everyday not because i HAVE to but because i WANT to. its the new me... and i like it!! its sad that it took a 17 year old boy to cry on the phone for me to realize such a thing... say a prayer for his coach's family.
<3 to those who love me for me... big thighs, lack of hearing, accent and all!