lasts time I (fill in the activity of the moment here) for a while
So one of the side effects of getting ready to dis-able myself along the exact same lines I injured myself as a method of re-enabling myself is that I *know* there are things I won't be able to do for some time into the future. I find myself saying oh this is the last time I will- whatever for a while. This morning it is wear jeans- today is the last time I get to wear pants that have zippers and buttons for some weeks (4 maybe more...), but the list grows as I do things.
My chiropractor gave me a meditation homework that centers around appreciation- and gave me some pretty interactive demonstrations about ways it impacts my health, particularly my immune system. I am supposed to do it several times a day, and I am a bit worried that I will run short of things I appreciate about myself. I am now soliciting ways/reasons that *other* people appreciate me- feel free to play multiple times.
I will gladly accept all prayers/magic/well wishing on my behalf tomorrow (and the weeks to come) it looks like the surgery may be from 7:30AM until mid afternoon. I am particularly asking for there to be sufficient cartilage to allow the relocation to work- an ease in moving the nerves around to allow maximum movement- sufficient flexibility in my muscles to allow her to stretch them to more appropriate locations- I want my bones to be able to remain re-located- and I want to recover completely and easily from the anesthesia. If you have a relationship with Hecate, I would appreciate any invocations to her to guide my surgeon's hand and send me on the road to healing.
I will be offline for a while after tonight (I am really aiming to be asleep by midnight- I also got a pretty stern lecture about not going into the surgery exhausted-HA wish me luck)- the place I will be online first is the Lotsahelpinghands site- go back a couple of entries if you want the link.
My chiropractor gave me a meditation homework that centers around appreciation- and gave me some pretty interactive demonstrations about ways it impacts my health, particularly my immune system. I am supposed to do it several times a day, and I am a bit worried that I will run short of things I appreciate about myself. I am now soliciting ways/reasons that *other* people appreciate me- feel free to play multiple times.
I will gladly accept all prayers/magic/well wishing on my behalf tomorrow (and the weeks to come) it looks like the surgery may be from 7:30AM until mid afternoon. I am particularly asking for there to be sufficient cartilage to allow the relocation to work- an ease in moving the nerves around to allow maximum movement- sufficient flexibility in my muscles to allow her to stretch them to more appropriate locations- I want my bones to be able to remain re-located- and I want to recover completely and easily from the anesthesia. If you have a relationship with Hecate, I would appreciate any invocations to her to guide my surgeon's hand and send me on the road to healing.
I will be offline for a while after tonight (I am really aiming to be asleep by midnight- I also got a pretty stern lecture about not going into the surgery exhausted-HA wish me luck)- the place I will be online first is the Lotsahelpinghands site- go back a couple of entries if you want the link.