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i'm a failure! more of one than anyone who ever tries to make me feel better, i swear.
when did that happen? when did i let that happen? who is this person? i really, really don't like her at all.
and the worst of it is, lately i'm trying hard, hard for me. i'm enthusiastic and passionate but it seems to blow up in my face, just explode in front of me several times a day.
i'm all too acutely aware of the damage i've done. no one warns you about this...why didn't i ever understand?
when did that happen? when did i let that happen? who is this person? i really, really don't like her at all.
and the worst of it is, lately i'm trying hard, hard for me. i'm enthusiastic and passionate but it seems to blow up in my face, just explode in front of me several times a day.
i'm all too acutely aware of the damage i've done. no one warns you about this...why didn't i ever understand?