[formaldehyde.]
This week sucks. Period.
But something nice happened yesterday.
Bryan got on his knees, gave me a flower, and asked me to be his girlfriend.
And I said yes.
And it was the sweetest thing any one has ever done for me.
He really is one of my best friends, everrrr.
But anyway, this week sort of blows already.
I havent been in a very good mood.
Im angry about the way my friend is treating me.
I feel useless because i cant save jodi from the seemingly inevitable demise she's headed towards.
Im depressed because my brain has to have some rediculous disorder.
Sometimes when i get upset about one thing, everything that Ive let go of comes back and drags me down that much farther. Im such an idiot sometimes.
But its nothing too awful, in a couple of weeks I'll be fine.
This weekend my friday is free so far. But saturday I have to attend this stupid class to learn how Ive hurt the community. I must be terrible. 8 am - 2 pm. Just kill me, kill me now please. And then dinner and bowling with the family. And then late late saturday night is this rediculous party for a crazy group of townies that Im attending. And everyone there is going to be preppy/jocky. So basically how about just the entire lunenburg high football team will be there. This could quite possibly suck.
Sunday, free as well. but i'll find something to do.
I got a car today. His interior is red velour, obviously a pimp, so I named him mack daddy.
But something nice happened yesterday.
Bryan got on his knees, gave me a flower, and asked me to be his girlfriend.
And I said yes.
And it was the sweetest thing any one has ever done for me.
He really is one of my best friends, everrrr.
But anyway, this week sort of blows already.
I havent been in a very good mood.
Im angry about the way my friend is treating me.
I feel useless because i cant save jodi from the seemingly inevitable demise she's headed towards.
Im depressed because my brain has to have some rediculous disorder.
Sometimes when i get upset about one thing, everything that Ive let go of comes back and drags me down that much farther. Im such an idiot sometimes.
But its nothing too awful, in a couple of weeks I'll be fine.
This weekend my friday is free so far. But saturday I have to attend this stupid class to learn how Ive hurt the community. I must be terrible. 8 am - 2 pm. Just kill me, kill me now please. And then dinner and bowling with the family. And then late late saturday night is this rediculous party for a crazy group of townies that Im attending. And everyone there is going to be preppy/jocky. So basically how about just the entire lunenburg high football team will be there. This could quite possibly suck.
Sunday, free as well. but i'll find something to do.
I got a car today. His interior is red velour, obviously a pimp, so I named him mack daddy.