over it
yeah....
we're pretty much over....barely hanging on...
sex will not save you
after this....i will not be able to have something serious for quite some time
i feel like all the control i had for so long is spiraling out of my control...faster than im able to do anything about.
hey thanks
thanks for that summer
i can only control one thing now...and me trying to control is making everyone angry and upset...numerous fights with him and my parents still isnt making me change this. this is all i can control...and the results are evident...and i like it....i like to see a result...a reason...something identifable for whatever i feel...or do....or say...
the guilt will never stop
why did i do it
i need something
huge
the one thing i can control
will be the thing that brings me down
but i like what i see
and i feel stronger
"whatever gets you through"
i cant take the routine anymore...and neither can he...so we're hanging on
we're pretty much over....barely hanging on...
sex will not save you
after this....i will not be able to have something serious for quite some time
i feel like all the control i had for so long is spiraling out of my control...faster than im able to do anything about.
hey thanks
thanks for that summer
i can only control one thing now...and me trying to control is making everyone angry and upset...numerous fights with him and my parents still isnt making me change this. this is all i can control...and the results are evident...and i like it....i like to see a result...a reason...something identifable for whatever i feel...or do....or say...
the guilt will never stop
why did i do it
i need something
huge
the one thing i can control
will be the thing that brings me down
but i like what i see
and i feel stronger
"whatever gets you through"
i cant take the routine anymore...and neither can he...so we're hanging on