confuzzled

Feb 22, 2006 00:25

why cant i sleep....ever?

tommy is amazing. i would elaborate...but....there are no words

i feel like ive been asked more about post-high school plans more lately than in my entire life, and im only a junior...i havent taken the SAT's...im clueless. i mean , i know i dont really need to know yet...its just annoying.

i hate when people tell me how to deal with my issues, that i need to move on, "toughen up", that i deal with it "wrong", "too sensitive" about it. well guess what, you have no idea how much you dont see....so much you will never see. i'm sorry thats who i am and how i deal...and usually i'm not open to suggestions

i had an extremely emotional experience on friday night...late friday night after i was out with laur and rach. i really think tommy was sent to earth for me. he's my angel. that could have been so bad

this is my place for fragmented thought
so eager ears may disappear
my train of thought it fleeting
the scattered feeling unsatisfying

i hate you for leaving
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