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May 31, 2005 19:12

....i hate school

if they didnt send home progres reports id be fine. but since they sent them home and my mom saw that as of mid marking period i was failing two classes (which is normal lol) i got threatened like crazy and got my cell and room phones taken away. this was the day after i got home from mexico...fun.

so now my grade in bio which was an F is much higher but geometry went from a 56 to a 65....pretty good for a week...and i have a test thursday which will boost my grade. however...i ened 5 more points to be passing...ok...thats do-able....yet....mr. bucca claims that for his final you need to get a 100 on in to keep your grade the same...is this true?...if so i am screwed. i was just once again reminded of how i will be under house arrest all summer if i fail anything. theres no way i will fail the bio final...no way...mr wargo said no one will fail....probably b/c he cant fail everyone which is what would happen if he didnt give us the final on a silver platter. theres no way i'll fail. but the geometry...thats the killer. how can it be that you have to have a 100 to keep your grade the same as before you took it? everyone is going to fail that final! please tell me this cant be true. tommy said he took the bucca final and it didnt alter his grade drastically at all and he didnt do all that well....im freaking out. i already know i cant fail i dont need to be reminded. im doing everything i possibly can. i really dont believe id be punished ALL summer. i would cry like everyday. lol. idk i really dont even wanna think about it. maybe if mr bucca wasnt on this whole " i dont care anymore" thing....which he says everyday....maybe it wud give anyone else some fragment of motivation. yeah its my own fault im failing i suppose...but i have done everything i possibly can. idk...i hope that thing about the final isnt true. i dont udnerstand how his final can count the same as any other teachers but it will affect our grade that seriously....its not like it counts as 100% of our grade lol. idk im really stressed over it. melfi is calming me down (he had him last year). if my mom didnt scare me and upset me so much i wudnt be so freaked out. ive had a lot to deal with at home and stuff overall this year...particularly in the 3rd and 4th marking periods....i never cause a problem around here...ever..i could be worse...i cud be beck.

yeah harsh but oh well.

oy vey.

this weekend felt so summery. i have an awesome boyfriend <3

the 3rd star wars was really good btw

hw time
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