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looking at old entries i wrote about max makes me cry. i am crying. i've gotten my period twice in three weeks. something is wrong. walked around the streets of new brunswick last night drunk and lost. tomorrow is a new me. i'm going to get up early, shower, actually put effort into my look, go to all my classes, drink lots of coffee, and do my homework. no eating. i need to be skinny for summer. bathing suit and sex everyday. those are not activities for chubby people. goodnight.