Sep 21, 2005 22:13
Okay first!
Everything is okay with me and Ashlee .. I am so glad. But my biggest problem is all this stuff with Brad. I feel like his mom doesnt like me and it drives me insane. Devin even said he thinks she doesnt want me to date her son. I dont want to go to homecoming and I dont anymore problems. I am still missing Anna and my uncle. I am not very happy about anything right now and hopefully it all goes away. Swimming is going well. I keep dropping my time. I need some sleep even though I am not tired at all. I need my work friends and my old girls back. Maybe I just need time without Brad. Maybe I wont feel so bad about everything that has happened. Guilt has got the best of me.