(no subject)
"it was all that you wanted,
so you could tell them
that we did it,
that it was like love"
I feel removed, but not in a bad way. I love that it feels so different. I wrote my first new song in a while last night. It was nice to feel that again.
It's also becoming easier for me to let go of weird, anonymous attacks. Whether it's someone unfairly judging a mistake I made, or mangling some half-truth, or just making something up, there's some letting go in me that feels good. I'll still try to spread truth and answer respectful questions, and I'm sure I'll still get pissed and hurt when I feel violated, but I don't know, I'm just feeling okay with myself, regardless of others' issues. I always have, but something about now, there's all this looking back at a lot of good years of trying, and looking ahead to more new things.
~and the words "hope" and "home"
that sound the same.
so you could tell them
that we did it,
that it was like love"
I feel removed, but not in a bad way. I love that it feels so different. I wrote my first new song in a while last night. It was nice to feel that again.
It's also becoming easier for me to let go of weird, anonymous attacks. Whether it's someone unfairly judging a mistake I made, or mangling some half-truth, or just making something up, there's some letting go in me that feels good. I'll still try to spread truth and answer respectful questions, and I'm sure I'll still get pissed and hurt when I feel violated, but I don't know, I'm just feeling okay with myself, regardless of others' issues. I always have, but something about now, there's all this looking back at a lot of good years of trying, and looking ahead to more new things.
~and the words "hope" and "home"
that sound the same.