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Im still in love, and I dont know why.
Its hard, i cant see how she could do this to me,
kiss someone else,
not love me for being scared (not un-trusting)
and tell me she hasnt loved me for two weeks,
she feels so alive,
when all i did for the last two weeks was be nice, ask questions, be positive about the things she was doing. Perhaps that is why.
She just left me lying on the floor, amongst blood and smashed shards of glass.
It will go down in my own personal history as the worst birthday ever.
I took two days off work and sat crying in my mothers arms, even my dads,
they both seemed to understand everything i confessed, they've been though it too,
of course with slight differences.
I had my phone taken away for five days, incase i called, but too tell you the truth, i really dont want to, because she just doesnt care, she just wants to get on with things, and meet someone else, someone who she will do all things she wouldnt let me do with her.
I want someone to help me get over it. If that is at all possible. It seems to work for scarlett.
Its hard, i cant see how she could do this to me,
kiss someone else,
not love me for being scared (not un-trusting)
and tell me she hasnt loved me for two weeks,
she feels so alive,
when all i did for the last two weeks was be nice, ask questions, be positive about the things she was doing. Perhaps that is why.
She just left me lying on the floor, amongst blood and smashed shards of glass.
It will go down in my own personal history as the worst birthday ever.
I took two days off work and sat crying in my mothers arms, even my dads,
they both seemed to understand everything i confessed, they've been though it too,
of course with slight differences.
I had my phone taken away for five days, incase i called, but too tell you the truth, i really dont want to, because she just doesnt care, she just wants to get on with things, and meet someone else, someone who she will do all things she wouldnt let me do with her.
I want someone to help me get over it. If that is at all possible. It seems to work for scarlett.