Boo-Urns!
Man... my life is kinda lame right now. I don't have any time or money.
I hate to admit it, but I'm really lonely nowadays. Haven't been involved with anyone in a long while, haven't really had time to be, it's been too inconvienient. I see girl's I could talk to all the time, but I don't, because it would be pointless since I'd have no time for them anyway. I have a crush on that girl from work, but I'll be leaving that job and that area as soon as I can find a new job, so what would even be the point? Bah.
My life is like that in general, I'm not in a position to do any of the things I want to do. Ever
Anyway. It was my birthday on the 1st. It was a pretty much a normal weekend. No, actually it wasn't even as good as a normal weekend. On the weekends I normally go to the movies with all the fellas and have a lot of fun. On my birthday everybody was broke, it was just Jorge, Horacio, and I, we didn't see a movie, we just sat at their pad and watched Spectular Spider-Man episodes, then we went to the bookstore, I read half of Scott Pilgrim book 3 there, then we went to In&Out, and then they dropped me off at home. That was my birthday. It wasn't a bad time by any means, but every year my birthday is really fucking lackluster, it's annoying and depressing. I always have no money, everybody's busy, there's nothing to do. For once I want to have a really fun memorable birthday. I'd be happy with just a small get-to-gether with friends and some music and cake and rented movies or something. Next year if I can't afford to do something then I'm just going to ignore my birthday altogether.
I hope things will be better by year's end. There are too few possibilities in my life. I'm hindered at every step.
Bah, whatever.
Perhaps I'll have something more cheery to talk about tommorrow. I'm not in a good mood right now.
-stray
I hate to admit it, but I'm really lonely nowadays. Haven't been involved with anyone in a long while, haven't really had time to be, it's been too inconvienient. I see girl's I could talk to all the time, but I don't, because it would be pointless since I'd have no time for them anyway. I have a crush on that girl from work, but I'll be leaving that job and that area as soon as I can find a new job, so what would even be the point? Bah.
My life is like that in general, I'm not in a position to do any of the things I want to do. Ever
Anyway. It was my birthday on the 1st. It was a pretty much a normal weekend. No, actually it wasn't even as good as a normal weekend. On the weekends I normally go to the movies with all the fellas and have a lot of fun. On my birthday everybody was broke, it was just Jorge, Horacio, and I, we didn't see a movie, we just sat at their pad and watched Spectular Spider-Man episodes, then we went to the bookstore, I read half of Scott Pilgrim book 3 there, then we went to In&Out, and then they dropped me off at home. That was my birthday. It wasn't a bad time by any means, but every year my birthday is really fucking lackluster, it's annoying and depressing. I always have no money, everybody's busy, there's nothing to do. For once I want to have a really fun memorable birthday. I'd be happy with just a small get-to-gether with friends and some music and cake and rented movies or something. Next year if I can't afford to do something then I'm just going to ignore my birthday altogether.
I hope things will be better by year's end. There are too few possibilities in my life. I'm hindered at every step.
Bah, whatever.
Perhaps I'll have something more cheery to talk about tommorrow. I'm not in a good mood right now.
-stray