May 12, 2008 00:03
Don't know what I'm about to talk about, just figured I'd post something just to get in the habit of posting.
Let's see... I just set this awesome high-res screen cap of Iron Man flying through the sky as my desktop. It looks so badass. I loved that movie so hard, Downey Jr is magic, and that suit was so damned sexy.
So I haven't talked to any girls in a long ass time, it's just hasn't been convienient to do so. Too much going on, and not really any time in my day to support that kind of thing. But once I find a new job and things seem like they're settling down I'm going to get out there and see what's up. I have to buy some new clothes first though. I haven't bought new clothes in a while, I don't feel good in my current clothes. I have a few cool shirts, but most of my jeans have been worn out, and not in a cool fashionable way, more in a I can use the scraps to clean up messes kind of way. My jacket is a really plain, slightly baggy, black hoodie. I really need some new jeans and a new jacket, and maybe new t-shirts if I have enough. I'd also like a new pair of shoes, a white canvas belt, and a new scarf while I'm at it, maybe a new hat. I know that girls are more attracted to status than they are looks, so if I look like nice that increases my chances, and if I feel like I look nice that increases my confidence, and when I'm feeling confident my charm is at it's highest, and girls notice confident guys, so yeah. I have to get new duds, asap.
I just typed a really long thing about my outlook on relationships, but I deleted it because everytime I get into that subject I feel like people might get the wrong impression or not really understand what I'm trying to say. The gist of it is I'm not really interested in love. The reason why is sorta complex yet simple. I never feel like I can explain it adequately though, so I'll just save that talk for a day that I can.
My eyes didn't really bother me at all today. If the blepharitis came and went that quick I'd be so fucking happy, but I doubt that's the case. It probably just didn't act up because I've been home all day in my room temperature apartment and I haven't rubbed my eyes at all. The cold air will probably make it act up tommorrow.
Oh, today I started writing a script for a short animation. The humor is kinda lowkey, I don't know if it'll work as well as I imagine it. I might need to make it funnier. The script is for something I've been thinking of for a long time called Loose Fur, which is about cartoon animals living really mundane down to earth lives. An adultish type comedy featuring cute furry animals. Maurice the bush baby is the main character, he's loosely based on myself, except he has more balls than I could ever muster. He shares an apartment with a sloth named Todd. They have a bunch of friends that include a Petre rabbit the lothario, a lamb I haven't named who has anger management problems and is kinda crazy, a frog character who is gay, but I might change him to another type of animal because my frog drawings are ugly, and some other supporting animal characters. I think it'll be funny, just gotta hammer out a decent script then do some storyboards, then I'll be ready to start animating it in a few months. I hope this doesn't end up as another one of my ideas I don't follow through with.
That's all for now. Big day tommorrow.
later
-stray