Just in case you were unaware

[_thephoenix_]

I love Laura Rafael with all my heart. When world knocks me over, Laura constistantly is the one to pick me up. I couldn't say that about anyone else. ever. I was never really realized it until it recently... I need her so bad. I remember telling her when we were just starting out that "everything happens for a reason." I never realized the extent of the reasons why we happened. Without her you guys would probably see a lot more of me. Trust me, thats a bad thing. I would have bought that molly, tried those mushrooms, and probably everything else people put in front of me. I wouldn't be doing well in school for the first time since sixth grade, and I wouldn't be able to say that I am truly happy. I wouldn't be able to get up in the morning period, especially without her voice to wake me up. I wouldn't be able to say the things I'm saying, and I probably wouldn't be who you know.

Laura,
I am very deeply in love with you. You were put here with me for a reason; you're my angel. I couldn't make it without you, without us. I need you, and I'm not going anywhere. Thank you for giving me second life. I learn so much from you just by being with you... I don't think you understand. I'll have to start filling you in, because its the stuff you do naturally that just blows me away sometimes. Most importantly you taught me to love without being afraid of getting hurt. Please don't let go of that.

"Trust I seek, and I find in you
every day for something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters..."